Lunch with Lydia

A dear, dear friend, Lydia Yong, treated me to lunch at Rakuzen today.

I must say that I feel pretty blessed... not just by the Jap food - but especially by the precious time we spent relating to one another. Quality time. I always end up feeling so encouraged everytime I have these heart-to-heart talks with her. This time was no exception.

Something I've been crying out to God for months... something I've struggled with again and again, in my heart - was dealt with just a few simple sentences from her mouth. It can be nobody but God who speaks words of power and comfort like these through His willing, discerning servant, whom I never really shared such struggles with. It's amazing how she sensed it somehow - when she was praying for me some time ago. I truly admire her faith - for speaking the words she spoke - putting herself in that vulnerable position, accepting the possibility I might just say, "No, that's not true... I am not struggling with that..." - but she did. Out of love. And those simple words strummed a most sweet, beautiful and gracious chord upon the strings of my heart. Resonating with things soul-deep. I was overwhelmed indeed.

I nearly cried.

Coz God knows. Coz God had listened to my cries. Coz God graciously spoke.

Thank You, Abba Father. I see it now. I know You care for us. And even when it is painful to learn, there is a beautiful thread of purpose running through it all... weaved into a glorious tapestry that one can only appreciate having struggled through its under-side. Who can find the strength in his/her weaknesses and struggles but through the peace that comes with that gift of ultimate love You gave us - through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior? I thank You that I live this life renewed - and that I am free to live. Amen.

Such a sense of relief.

Thank you, Lydia dear... for everything.