Monday, August 10, 2009

Standing at crossroads...

Makes life pretty exciting huh?:) Not to mention challenging too. I just pray that God guides us to make godly decisions and wise choices.


I feel like the seasons of my life are shifting and changing again, and nothing will stop them from doing so, no matter how I try to hold onto the past season, in dread of the unexpected (although I know I'm being silly - God's plans for me are not to harm me but to give me a hope and a future!). I'm just not good at adapting to new environments. There are alot of things I have been challenged to give up in the past year - I've tried to push them aside for a while and not think of making the big moves... but recently, the 'moves' were kinda inevitable - realized that God was being serious when He called me to move.... and therefore I regret not making them a little earlier. It's a little uncomfortable, sure... but I feel like God is ushering in new things. Had a little identity crisis lately, hehe. I still am - the other day, I told my boyfriend in earnest shock and horror that I don't really know who I am, haha... but God gave him alot of wisdom to encourage me and refresh my viewpoint of things. Now I do have peace within this little vessel of my heart - knowing that as God has always been faithful to reveal the right things in His right time and make things beautiful when He does so, He will do it again. I only need to and can be faithful with the things He's called me to do at the very present. Praise the Lord!

Something my wise and sensible little sister, Zoey said 2 weeks ago... (she was referring to something else of course) - "What's life without a bit of conflict? You'd appreciate peaceful moments even more..." That's so true!

I am very thankful that God brings in encouragement just when I need it. Special thanks to Aunty May Ling, whose emails always bring me so much hope and strength - although she is all the way in Singapore!:) I feel that she's been such a mother in the Lord to me.

2 comments:

kevrlee said...

identity crisis... hmm i do feel that at times too...

mozozozo said...

:) praise God for the encouragement u get from Aunty May Ling and other gr8 ppl around u...

haha n ur 'wise and sensible' (hah!!) sister also has somewhat an identity crisis at times :D But each time so far comforted in knowing that in d awareness of my weakness His strength is made even more apparent ^^

huggs<3

 

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