Did I get out....

...from the wrong side of my bed again?

I have been having really weird, vivid dreams for the past few nights - and some of them have an element of sadness in them. They are not necessarily sad sad dreams, but even simple stuff like visiting the drugstore and chatting with the pharmacist, defending a loved one... or running in the falling rain leave quite an impact on me somehow. I usually can't remember them clearly once I awaken, but certain remnants and the emotional aspects of those dreams remain.

And I wake up feeling so =___=' ~ heartache with a headache too.

Right now, I am feeling a little unsettled, undecided (fickle-minded), shaky and emo. Time to write a new song maybe? :)

Perhaps, I should just be thankful for the inspiration.

Argh. Dislike it when people don't answer my emails, and leave me to wait and wait and wait. I mean it's fine when it's not an important/urgent matter ~ but when it IS, it leaves me in an uneasy suspense. I then compulsively check my email inbox, text message inbox, whatever. Dropping me a text would suffice already. Would it not just take less than a minute to type out one line of few words? Sigh...


Today is just... face it... not a good day. However, I can choose... to allow my mood to continue to spoil it, or take the things that come with a better attitude. Hm, ideas to spice up my day anyone?