"Don't give up..."

OK. I won't. Whatever it is. *Smiles*

Today, I tried for once... to talk about what I am going through, at dinner. Sheesh. What a difficult thing to do. For one thing, I couldn't really pin-point what the problem was (as usual - with everything jumbled up in my mind). Secondly, I felt choked up with emotion all the time - and tried not to let out the tears, since I was in public. Argh. @_@ I could hardly taste my food, and my appetite had gone awry. Although, I probably didn't get 100% out, I think what I shared with my listener sufficed to help me feel better.

The verdict? I am going to use the month of December to take a good rest and not force myself to work. Make new plans. We all need rest. I need a personal retreat. I know God will make all things work together for good.